Wow, reorganizing the crap in my house got done just in time. This is my first week on the new job and honey, work has been insane! But I am holding it together because at the end of every day, I am collapsing in a home that has a sense of order.
Now the question is….can I balance work and personal life over the long term?
I’ll admit, I only made dinner twice this week. And the newspapers are starting to pile up again next to my bed. Oh well, no point in beating up on myself because the good news is that getting reorganized has given me new coping tools:
What a relief — my physical environment is now functioning in a way that is more supportive of my life. After going at this for a few weeks, I’ve realized that there’s been a pattern to my reorganization:
Stripping down to essentials has even affected my painting. Even though I usually crave colorful still life arrangements, I found myself increasingly drawn to white. Last year ended in total deconstruction. All I wanted to do was paint white blocks:
The more I looked at white objects, the more I could see nuances. Painting on a sunny day in an art studio with skylights brought a blueness down on this still life study. Then from the right side, a lamp was shining bright in a way that created an orange-y glow. Would I have been able to see any of this color if I was my old cluttered self? Hmmm.
With this reorganized vision for daily living, I’m feeling stronger at my core. There’s a sense of readiness now. I’ve got room for the new. :)